Tomorrow is D-Day, also our wedding anniversary. It would have been 38 years. I hope you understand why I've removed my ring in the last few months. I just don't really feel married any more, but that doesn't make my love any less, it is just changed, and burnished with a new type of deep pure love that seems to shine and surround me, especially when I feel down or lonely. I know you won't ever leave me, your presence will always be beside me, guiding me, helping me, loving me, supporting me, just as you did here on earth. I so wish you were still here with me, having new adventures and seeing new places, but I'm trying to live for us both and make the most of whatever time I have! No regrets, no sadness, just looking to the future with hope. Thank you that your love and amazing resilience has helped me so much since you left. I owe everything to you my love. All my love today, tomorrow and forever xxxxxxxxxxxx